Summer's Birthday!!!!!

wo wo wo 15 years old!!!! what a day, last night we went to dinner with R at Benihana and had a great time. We took some great pictures and met some cool people at our table. I think he's picking her up from school and taking her to Miami to visit with his sister who's in town. Then tomarrow to spend the day probably shopping and to the beach.
GM an GF's anniversary is today also, probably 60 some years? will call later. Even if it sucks at work, I am committed to staying positive today and having a great day. be back later with outcome!!!=]

Off to the mill again...

man, I can't wait for season to start here!!! I need money. If I haden't borrowed that from Dad then I still wouldn't have the rent... Anyways back again today and I hope it will be good, I have alot more to say but not enough time. Be back after work...OH, happy dayy.......

Misery.....

A sleepless night, I don't know why my back is killing me and my arms keep falling asleep. I've been up, tosing and turning all night. I keep going to the TV to see about the hurricane and nothing is happening here yet...it is moving closer though. I need to get my back cracked...but I doubt that will happen anytime soon, I have no insurance. WTF,..Anyway I just took 2 Ibprophane and hopefully that will help. Will write more later when in a better mood.

The weekend is here finally!!!

Thank God, I am so tired, and i know it's because I haven't had my Meds in 3 days. Man what a story I could tell about not having health insurance and it's effects.
But I am excited for this weekend I'm going to see Eric Morrillo at Crobar in Miami, and I can't wait.
I had a CM party tonight and it was fun, got a little done but enjoyed it alot...
I will say goodnight for now,I am very tired. Love you!

Baby steps...

that is what I'm taking towards getting the cash together for my rent. Little tiny baby steps. But closer none the less.The house looks awesome we cleaned it up today and I'm having people over tomarrow night.
Brig, I'm sorry to hear about the horse, I hope all turns out well.
I am feeling kinda strange, stressed but in a calm sort of way... never really experienced this one before. well as long as I get the $ to them by Friday afternooon then I won't have any more trouble.
Also just a tidbit, I love the dishwasher,it cleans things so well and the hot water and the hot air drying. Thank god for my dishwasher.
Also in the news, Britany Spears had her baby, a baby boy....yeay!
Well I think I'm gonna go to bed now.
Cherrio!

Just a little more love...

just a little more time...
My favorite DJ is coming to CROBAR on Sat. night and I got tickets.... it's a night worth loking forward to... I can't wait for the weekend to begin... Also, S's glasses and contacts came in today...WOWOHOHO SHE CAN SEEE>>> what did mom have to say, did you talk to dad? I"m sending you a school pic of S tomarrow. You will love it. HOTTTTT
I just learned she can take her drivers ED test for her restricted licence online, Oh yeah baby, soon she can drive me to the store. Probably in 1 week i will help her do the test. If you visit I will have her drive us around!!! hehehe I love you and miss you terribly. your sweet sister>>>> MIAMI SAMI

Blah blah blah

Today S ordered her new glasses and contacts.I paid for the contacts and R for the glasses. B sent a box full of clothes and shoes but no $. I don't know what to do with that BS situation,I guess when the time is right I will know what to do.
In other news, I worked and folded clothes and cleaned my tennis shoes and polished them. Thrilling I know. I talked to MOm and to Dad. You know what tomarrow is right? ={ {but no one mentioned it}
Another hurricane is brewing and no one knows which way it will go. Right now it is stalled spinning out over the ocean near central FLA.
I guess I will go to bed now and read a little because I am very blaze' at the moment.
PEACE

Working at night

Tonight I worked my first night shift at this place during the week and it was awesome and quick to say the least!I know that I'm mostly sticking to days but the evenings are much easier to up the checks. Between 6:30 and 10:30 I rang 1050. with a 28.00 PPA. and same work if not less than in the daytime. This is the SLOWEST time of the year here so when season starts I should bank!!!
I feel alot better today like new,thank God. I really thought I might die those first 2 days of being sick.
Well, next on my list is trying to get a CM class together. I know they have alot of new things and I'm excitied to see them! I need to work on my albums so bad and for some reason never get around to it. That is why my focus this month is to complete one whole album. I have enough photos for at least 30 albums!!! Hey B did you ever get to work on the 12x15 of the family wedding photos? I would like to see if you did. Also, please send me that cd so I can make copys from when we were in NC. I wish you could come down the weekend I have S's birthday party. I will let you know when it will be.Yeah,you should cause my birthday is the very next weekend!!!=}

Aftermath

Did anyone else see the report on the news today about all the standing flood waters being contaminated with ECOLI? All the images of dead bodies floating or lying on the streets bloated and exploding?{yes I said exploding} Well that's what I saw at 4:00 on the Oprah show and the nightly news.
Now if your reporting this, and then in the next part showing all that disgusting water being pumped back into Lake Ponchantrain{sp}, where it wil be spread around and eventualy into the ocean. People, is this really smart? Noone said anything about it being chemically treated, only that it is toxic. What about where all that filth is flowing to, and the people it will reach. The fish that will eat it and then we will eat? Am I being silly? Surley someone thought of this? NO? Why not? and if so, then why not say, so people who are worried about the furthering of this catastorphy would not have to worry.
One smart thing I heard today is that John Travolta and his wife flew in supplies and 400 Tetnas shots for the rescue workers. Think of the people out in those gross waters,trying to save people, not being able to wash off {theres no water service}god forbid they get a cut or scratch.I don't know, it seems that this could get alot worse if certain precautions are not taken.
I still think the contaminated water begin drained off into a water source that is going to spread the contamination is ridiculious.

Three hour limits...

That's what I call the last couple of days,meaning I only get 3 hours of feeling remotely human then I return to my achy,fevery, sore-throaty self, time to take more tylonel! Thank god for modern medicine, that can take away those aches and pains, even if only for 3 hours.Tomarrow I should be back in good shape. I need to work in the worst way!!!Oh, well life goes on...
So, It stopped raining and I can hear the lawn guys outside cutting the grass and trimming the trees.I wonder if I went outside for a while if I would feel better? I don't know it's only about 99 degrees.
Since I've been sick I've been having really realistic disturbing dreams about things and people that I know. When I wake up, I'm sweating wondering if I'm still there. It's like post tramatic stress, everyone and anyone from all different places AND TIMES ALL MIXED TOGHTHER IN THE SAME NIGHTMARE!!Ok, all caps again,why....
Well anyway enough of the nonsense,tomarrow will be back to normal and I will be on the road again. Looking forward to that!!!!

Still hanging on....

Strep throat has attacked me again. I have a raging fever and the shake's. S is taking good care of her mommie. Little sis is sick to. the whole world is sick... it's got to be the freakin' rain. Our Holiday is not really a holiday, I went to work only to be sent back home. Come back when your not sick...
Yes, thank you...
Wouldn't be so bad if I didn't so desperatley need the money. After getting the car fixed and paying for that,a little short on rent. Then getting reamed by an asshole who has no clue what planet he's on, then getting sick this week's a wash.
But, as I lay in my bed trying to get warm, I thought, I should try to stay positive, If I let this BS get me down then the negativity of Asshole will have won over. I've been fighting with that demon for years, I will not allow that in my life. I did make a mistake by letting S get to know him a liitle more, because he undermined all the good values I had tried to teach her all her life.Well that time is over. hOPEFULLY i WON'T BE FORCED TO CHANGE MY PHONE NUMBER.
Opps, I didn't realize that was in all caps. Well I'm going to lay back down now, my ears are starting to hurt again.
LOVE you all.....

F@*K, I just lost the whole post....

that I spent the past 20 minutes typing. so i'll come back and try again later because I forgot all the things I wanted to say.SEEEEEE YAAAAAAA