it's almost christmas....

i'm so excited. I am trying to get every thing done that needs to be finished. Today I also got alot of stuff to list on ebay. My phone,(Neither one of them) work and I took back a shirt I bought myself to wear to xmas festivies, so I could get some gas in the car!! now I just have to find a way to get enough money to go to the grocery store! BUT I DO have faith that I will get to the store and all will turn out well!!!. ANY way enough whining,I'm off to sew and wrap and cook cookies!

The LIST

Hi, Okay here it is.....THis list is for me only, Summer has already been done if I'm not mistaken,let me know if you need S's too. OKay,me................in no particular order just what I think of. Also, not thinking of price just random things that I like and want.

• New drinking glasses,(I don't like to drink out of plastic unless I'm outside)=)
• Victorias secret "Amber romance" stuff (lotion shower gel Etc.)
• An Alarm clock that has a radio and nature sounds, it is round and reflects the time on the ceiling if you like,(I saw it at BBBeyond) for 29.99 Also linen's n things I think.
• Clothes that make me look beautiful=)
• New bras and undies
• Frying pans that don't look like they came over on the Mayflower...
• A Black American express card...])
• A new digitil camera
• I told you it's random...but I kinda feel like I'm sittin' on Santa's lap.....
• a Cd burner
• A maid ( at least one time)
• Staple gun(for reapolstery)
• Drill with tiny bits (for making holes in seashells)
• A new Brain
• A grill(not a george forman already have one)
• A food processor
• LOts and lots of Love
• to loose 50 LBS
• candles that smell wonderful
• flavored coffee
• powerpuff girl stuff(especially Bubbles)

Okay I should just stop now I'm having WAY to much fun.Just one or 2 more....

• new socks short ones like tennis socks (no balls on the back please)
• fabric!!!!!LOTS and LOTS of FABRIC
• To win the Lottery and take care of my whole family for the rest of our lives!!!!!
• A laptop (so I can list items at the beach)

ok that's enough, I could sit here all day well I love you and will talk to you soon!!!!

OK,Here it is...My tree made from WILMA debris

These are my newest addition, cute gingerbread people. They are supurb, I haven't finished decorating yet!!! People (U&LES) are coming for Christmas!!!! Must make winter wonderland in the tropics!!!!

Next you will see the snowman Extravaganza!!! These are snowmen I've collected over the years and like yo put them on sheer white fabric with sparkle snowflakes on it then I add lights underneath it has a good effect especiallly at night!!!

I don't like this thing I don't know how to refix my photos. My tree needs help near the bottom and no tree skirt yet!!! Need more lights at the bottom.

okay,here it is, This is a work in progress but coming along nicely,I have a different pot to put it in and then more stuff, also I'm gonna paint this pot and add glitter. By the time you get here it will look awesome!!!! I'm also going to add some pics of my other christmas decorations. I'm sending out my cards today but I already sent out yours B, It's the 1st and only card I've sent out so far!!! I got your card yesterday,Thanks! I'm so excited for you guys to come here, I'm counting the days!

Princess...... the fluff bunny

This is the famous and sometimes infamous PRINCESS.... isn't she something?Here she is sporting her Green christmas bow.She has actually been quite good lately,no biting or flying attacks latley!.
We have her trained ,or she us, is more like it! she knocks on the door when she wants something, and she will sit and look in at us ,as if we are the pets! She will sit in front of the sliding door and if the blinds are closed, she will sit there and look inside the one slot where the blinds are not completely closed she's a REAL character!!!! Sometimes I look at her and she reminds me soooooooo much of Summer.!!!!

Thanksgiving...... fun times........Yeah baby....

I like pie!!!
S and her friend took these pics while they were sitting at the dessert table, when I saw them I thought I would die laughing. I have Mr. & Mrs. Santa and they are gonna get busy soon. Maybe our Xmas card for certain select people!!!heheheheh
Me and Sjust before we had our feast, was invited to friends house and the food was to die for..... Good times!!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving

Hello,Happy turkey day. I made some cool cheesecakes, i'll let you know how they turned out after they pass the taste test!!! Write more later when there is more to say....
Oh yeah... Random thought ...I love Dolly Parton. I think thats who I want to be for Halloween next year.. She is so beautiful and still looks 25!!!

Guess who's back.....

Wow I can't believe it's been so long since I wrote on here, I got really caught up trying to set up my ebay account and so far it's going pretty good. No bids will end for another 2 or 3 days.
Today was strange alot of BS but really to much to even bother writing about. Yvonne had alot of drama, Jeff had alot of Drama late in the evening,Summer got me angry with her shitty attitude early this AM calling from school to missing the bus this afternoon, to getting caught Red Handed, as they say, lieing 2 times in a row. I left to go get some dinner and stop by Target and I told her to do her homework and please not to get on the phone and not to go on the computer or my space.com at all while I was gone. That I trusted her to do the right thing while I was gone for 2 hours. Well I get home she is online on myspace and chatting on line with school friends, I asked her what I said about that, and she said, "Oh Sorry" and "it won't happen again," I said ,"I don't beleive you". Then I picked up the phone and looked at who had called while I was gone. Immediatley she said "oh my friends called but I didn't pick it up," So i looked at her and had a feeling she was lieing again so I hit redial, of course it was her friends house, she had called and talked while I was gone. I looked at her shook my head and walked out of the room, I took her phone and headphones and tomarrow her TV out of her room and she's not going anywhere with anyone at all for a long time!!!Also she's going to bed early every night until she gets ungrounded. I told her i was disappointed because I thought I could trust her, and I am! I did think I could trust her, oh well,Live and learn she's going to have to do alot to rebuild that because she looked right in my face and told me another lie right after getting busted for the same f-ing thing.....
wtf
Thank god tomarrow is Friday and hopefully the weekend will be more positive,it's almost Thanksgiving, let next week be better and I'll give thanks for that!!!!

Positive reinforcement

Well a new week, I have really enjoyed begin free these past couple of weeks since the hurricane. I have done more "work" in these 2 weeks than I've done in 3 years, as far as things for myself go. I have cleaned out and went through so many things that were driving me nuts to do,I could never seem to get done. I've worked on my CM and sewing things that I wanted to do. I feel really calm and happy, not stressed and I haven't even yelled at all!!!!!!!!!
So anyway, I am going to work on [business] Cm today, watch the new DVD about the new format, the "get together" now replaces the "class". Much simpler for everyone and I think people will respond better with this format. Looking forward to trying it out on a few people.
Also,putting some of my stuff that I don't want anymore on EBAY today see if I can make some $$=].
Well got to get busy, Brig please call me, hope all is well with the car and hope the insurance pays for it all. LOve you SEISTER>>>>>

Is it the weekend already???

Wow, this week has truley flown by. Summer and I have had a great week and we are both hopeing school will start back on Monday.They are going to be so far behind that they will have to do alot to catch up.
I've been looking at jobs in the paper and online and I may go and apply for a couple this morning.Several look interesting to me.
B are you still coming down to visit for Xmas? I hope so, we need to make def. plans so we can see each other!! I don't want to let the time slip by and then not have a good holiday because we didn't plan. I love youi and really want to see you and Les.
Tomarrow is a Creative Memorie crop, a large one, we are going. It's from 9 to 5 and we are looking forward to working on our albums. We have to get everything together tonight and have it in the car so we get the most done in the time we have. I find that alot of my time at the begining is organizing the stuff, which I will get done tonight. While cleaning oput the closet I found alot of cool old pics and stuff, wich i put in smaller photo boxes according to year!
I've been doing things these last 2 weeks that i've had on my list for 2 years to do. It feels good almost like freedom to get them done, I'm sure that sounds korny but it's true.
Now I have to decide what to wear to fill out the applications for jobs, not jeans.=]

Reflections of the month...

Youe always come up with the best titles{BRIG}.
So to begin with, I was thinking how funny it is that things happen the way they do. When something Bad happens or you percieve it to be bad, something good comes out of it. Or alot of good. For instance, the thing with Sumer, although it was not fun to go through it changed everything and seemingly for the better. My attitude,Summer's, and my job. Even though it seemed bad at first, I feel releived because I probably wouldn't have just quit.Summer has a new outlook about B.I don't feel the stress I was feeling before.
I feel sometimes in order to have a change you have to get forced into change ,at least for me.
Any way, I have to go and do some things but will be back again soon!!!
Have a great day!

Happy Halloween Everybody!!!!

Wow it's finally here. It seems this week was in slow motion. I was thinking about how sometimes you go through life with nothing exciting going on and it seems so monotionous and then like a cyclone this start happening. Like enough to fill up the whole year.
I was very sorry to her about Gracie, I was thinking that she was healing better.
I'm getting closer to being finished with Summer's costume. It is going to look really good. I'll take some pics and put them up on here when I get finished.
Well, not everyone has there power back on yet. Thank God we do. The weather has been cool but still would have been horrible to still be without power.
Well, I'm gonna run up to the store be back later.....=]

CAT 3 ...WILMA

This has certainly been a hurrince weekend. Well it looks like this is going to be a strong one. I put the rabbit up, put the rocks in a safe place and cleaned until i was to tired to do any more. I put water in every container i could find and rounded up the flashlights and candles. I'm as ready as I could be I suppose.
In the event, something worse happens, DO NOT let Billy keep Summer. I have made this clear to several people. IF something happens, contact Richard immediatly [mom has the #]. I do not anticipate this happening but you never know with these storms anymore.
I will call you asap, they expect alot of people to lose power but I will do my best to stay in touch.I love you and am very sorry for the kaos this weekend. I bet you would have rather drove Mom to aunt Kat's!=]
Any ways I'll be in touch soon. I love you very much!!!

Bracing for ANOTHER big one....

Here we go again... Another hurricane. Well only one more month till the season is overe, the way it looks they may have to start the abc'S over for the names.I'm going to get some gas and more batterys and then a few more grocerys. I have a lot of water frombefore but need to buy some canned stuff. I won't have time [or the $] to put up the storm shudders but hopefully won't need them.
The main concern I have is hat it will negatively effect bussiness, I need the money and CANNOT afford to be off for days at a time!!!
Oh well, i must go now but will be back soon...
Keeping our heads above water......

Halloween costumes

So, today was very nice, and I can't wait for the weekend. There is a Breast cancer walk this Saturday,I think Summer and I will go walk in it. The weather is supposed to get cooler, more like fall this weekend!! Maybe swing by the beach too. I am going to work on the Halloween costumes.Summers first and then mine, I'm not sure if I want to be a Pirate or a St.Paulie girl, either one I willl follow the same pattern type, just different fabrics and a little differnt here and there.I'm not sure yet, maybe somehting will inspire me. Well, I've got to go and hem my new shorts. I'm wearing them to work tomarrow.

in a hurry

well, last night i had some people over for CM and worked alot on my stuff, we had a good time and i wish i didn't have to go to work and could work on it some more today, but i'll have to wait till tonight. I am feeling better every day and really want to go and visit Brigette. Will keep checking the flights.
Well i must go to work.... hiphip...

what to do...

I am torn between 1 thing and another. I want so much to tell miss bitch what i think of her and her shitty attitude, and the other side of me says it wouldn't do any good because she would talk right over me anyway. But i think it would make me feel better.
I also have the worst headache ever!!!I keep trying to crack my neck and it won't budge.
Oh well, I'm going to watch my show and go to sleep.
Call me Brig...

Relief

ok, I woke up at 8 am thinking I had to o to work today. When I left work on Friday the schedule was not up yet, so I started to panic. I can not be late or miss another day. Anyways I got good news when I finally got a hold of someone there, not till Tuesday, because I had asked off for tomarrow because I have a dr.s appt for meds.
So the panic attack ended, thank god. So today Summer and I are going to figure out what we want to be for Halloween, I have a fe ideas but nothing positive yet.
Well i'm going to run to the grocery store and get some creamer for the coffee and i'm sure I have much more to say later....
Oh yeah, especially about the worst movie I've ever seen. I suffered through it last night until finnally i fast forwared to the end!HAHA More details coming up.=]

A new Beginning

First I need to learn how to spell.=]Well I took the first step.I didn't go last night. I feel good today. I am going to do only things I want to do today and throw out some more junk!!!

The more I think about Robin and her self rightouness the more it makes me sick to my stomach.I would love to tell her what I think but she does not listen she just talks right over you. So maybe i'll write a letter,to get it off my chest, and then maybe or maybe not send it.

I really am serious about making a change and I know it will not be easy but I know I can do it. The 1st thing I have decided is to let go of those 3 people that make me feel immobilized,Y,Robin,And Jeff! This will not be easy since they are my closest "freinds" here but they showed me on the 5th how they truly feel about me. Not that anyone in particular did BAD things to me, just the utter lack of respect and care shown was huge slap in the face. I know i've said all this before and the reason i'm putting it down is so I can remember....
Like you said B when things start going again and things seem back to normal, oyu tend to forget... and let things slide and fall right back into the same old rut. Well, not this time. I'd rather be alone thansuffer through another agonizing day with those negative, condesending attitudes.The pure use of manipulation and guilt that is used every day between Robin and jeff towards me is mindboggling.To keep me in my place and keep me feeling guilty about making my own choices.
Those choices may not always be right but at least they are mione. I listen and listen and listen to everyone elses issues and for once i ask them to reciprecate and they flip on me and tell me to stop wallowing. This is what i need to remember!!!!!! and as the old saying goes Leapords don't change their spots!!!!

Call me sister and also i set up the msn messenger...I also have a new email address for hotmail. i'll give it to you soon. Love you.

so many F*ing times...

well, where to start,I've had my eyes pried open thoroughly last night about who and what my friends are. I also made an astonishing discovery about my life and it's importance to me and the others around me. I realized that things are going to have to change if I want to be happier and live easier. I am going to make a plan and set some goals, I am looking forward to this and I want to start with...finding new friends!! I guess a lot of my problems start from procrastination, even about getting someone out of my life.

Funny thing is, the only people who do care and are there for me when I need them are my family{especially my sister} and Richard,Summer {who is the sweetest girl in the world}and that about sums it up.

I have had it with all this bullshit {to much to actually get into}and I'm ready to make a move and make some changes, because I don't like what is happening now.

For instance, I made a decision tonight about going somewhere that I did not want to go, I got a lot of flack for it, but I knew I would be uncomfortable once I got there. I was called selfish and several other things,but that's exactly why i didn't want to go. I chose not to be around someone who will make feel worse than I already do. Especially when it's only their distorted opinon, not based on any facts.I hope this is making sence,it is to me, and hopefully to who's reading it.

Also, one last thing,I hope I don't make anyone feel that way{meaning:being condesending and judgemental and always negative} when I talk to them, because it's not a nice feeling and I don't want to be that type of nasty person.{someone who under no circumstances ever admits to any mistakes or wrongdoings but is the first to tell you about yours!}

Well, i think i'll go watch a movie now, and read the paper. Brig i'm going to try to call you again in a few... love you!!! I really want to come there and visit soon!!!!I miss you.

I'm Back...and it's my Birthday....

hello everyone, it's my birthday and I'm feeling Great. I'm about to go to work and then come home and open my presents from Summer. I hope work goes by fast.
I'm going to make a ist of accomplishments I would like to have done by next year, some goals if you will. 2 sets actually, some off the charts goals that may stretch farther than 1 year, and then some reasonable ones that can be accomplished. when I make the list then I will fill you in. I'm off to work now but shall return!!!

Summer's Birthday!!!!!

wo wo wo 15 years old!!!! what a day, last night we went to dinner with R at Benihana and had a great time. We took some great pictures and met some cool people at our table. I think he's picking her up from school and taking her to Miami to visit with his sister who's in town. Then tomarrow to spend the day probably shopping and to the beach.
GM an GF's anniversary is today also, probably 60 some years? will call later. Even if it sucks at work, I am committed to staying positive today and having a great day. be back later with outcome!!!=]

Off to the mill again...

man, I can't wait for season to start here!!! I need money. If I haden't borrowed that from Dad then I still wouldn't have the rent... Anyways back again today and I hope it will be good, I have alot more to say but not enough time. Be back after work...OH, happy dayy.......

Misery.....

A sleepless night, I don't know why my back is killing me and my arms keep falling asleep. I've been up, tosing and turning all night. I keep going to the TV to see about the hurricane and nothing is happening here yet...it is moving closer though. I need to get my back cracked...but I doubt that will happen anytime soon, I have no insurance. WTF,..Anyway I just took 2 Ibprophane and hopefully that will help. Will write more later when in a better mood.

The weekend is here finally!!!

Thank God, I am so tired, and i know it's because I haven't had my Meds in 3 days. Man what a story I could tell about not having health insurance and it's effects.
But I am excited for this weekend I'm going to see Eric Morrillo at Crobar in Miami, and I can't wait.
I had a CM party tonight and it was fun, got a little done but enjoyed it alot...
I will say goodnight for now,I am very tired. Love you!

Baby steps...

that is what I'm taking towards getting the cash together for my rent. Little tiny baby steps. But closer none the less.The house looks awesome we cleaned it up today and I'm having people over tomarrow night.
Brig, I'm sorry to hear about the horse, I hope all turns out well.
I am feeling kinda strange, stressed but in a calm sort of way... never really experienced this one before. well as long as I get the $ to them by Friday afternooon then I won't have any more trouble.
Also just a tidbit, I love the dishwasher,it cleans things so well and the hot water and the hot air drying. Thank god for my dishwasher.
Also in the news, Britany Spears had her baby, a baby boy....yeay!
Well I think I'm gonna go to bed now.
Cherrio!

Just a little more love...

just a little more time...
My favorite DJ is coming to CROBAR on Sat. night and I got tickets.... it's a night worth loking forward to... I can't wait for the weekend to begin... Also, S's glasses and contacts came in today...WOWOHOHO SHE CAN SEEE>>> what did mom have to say, did you talk to dad? I"m sending you a school pic of S tomarrow. You will love it. HOTTTTT
I just learned she can take her drivers ED test for her restricted licence online, Oh yeah baby, soon she can drive me to the store. Probably in 1 week i will help her do the test. If you visit I will have her drive us around!!! hehehe I love you and miss you terribly. your sweet sister>>>> MIAMI SAMI

Blah blah blah

Today S ordered her new glasses and contacts.I paid for the contacts and R for the glasses. B sent a box full of clothes and shoes but no $. I don't know what to do with that BS situation,I guess when the time is right I will know what to do.
In other news, I worked and folded clothes and cleaned my tennis shoes and polished them. Thrilling I know. I talked to MOm and to Dad. You know what tomarrow is right? ={ {but no one mentioned it}
Another hurricane is brewing and no one knows which way it will go. Right now it is stalled spinning out over the ocean near central FLA.
I guess I will go to bed now and read a little because I am very blaze' at the moment.
PEACE

Working at night

Tonight I worked my first night shift at this place during the week and it was awesome and quick to say the least!I know that I'm mostly sticking to days but the evenings are much easier to up the checks. Between 6:30 and 10:30 I rang 1050. with a 28.00 PPA. and same work if not less than in the daytime. This is the SLOWEST time of the year here so when season starts I should bank!!!
I feel alot better today like new,thank God. I really thought I might die those first 2 days of being sick.
Well, next on my list is trying to get a CM class together. I know they have alot of new things and I'm excitied to see them! I need to work on my albums so bad and for some reason never get around to it. That is why my focus this month is to complete one whole album. I have enough photos for at least 30 albums!!! Hey B did you ever get to work on the 12x15 of the family wedding photos? I would like to see if you did. Also, please send me that cd so I can make copys from when we were in NC. I wish you could come down the weekend I have S's birthday party. I will let you know when it will be.Yeah,you should cause my birthday is the very next weekend!!!=}

Aftermath

Did anyone else see the report on the news today about all the standing flood waters being contaminated with ECOLI? All the images of dead bodies floating or lying on the streets bloated and exploding?{yes I said exploding} Well that's what I saw at 4:00 on the Oprah show and the nightly news.
Now if your reporting this, and then in the next part showing all that disgusting water being pumped back into Lake Ponchantrain{sp}, where it wil be spread around and eventualy into the ocean. People, is this really smart? Noone said anything about it being chemically treated, only that it is toxic. What about where all that filth is flowing to, and the people it will reach. The fish that will eat it and then we will eat? Am I being silly? Surley someone thought of this? NO? Why not? and if so, then why not say, so people who are worried about the furthering of this catastorphy would not have to worry.
One smart thing I heard today is that John Travolta and his wife flew in supplies and 400 Tetnas shots for the rescue workers. Think of the people out in those gross waters,trying to save people, not being able to wash off {theres no water service}god forbid they get a cut or scratch.I don't know, it seems that this could get alot worse if certain precautions are not taken.
I still think the contaminated water begin drained off into a water source that is going to spread the contamination is ridiculious.

Three hour limits...

That's what I call the last couple of days,meaning I only get 3 hours of feeling remotely human then I return to my achy,fevery, sore-throaty self, time to take more tylonel! Thank god for modern medicine, that can take away those aches and pains, even if only for 3 hours.Tomarrow I should be back in good shape. I need to work in the worst way!!!Oh, well life goes on...
So, It stopped raining and I can hear the lawn guys outside cutting the grass and trimming the trees.I wonder if I went outside for a while if I would feel better? I don't know it's only about 99 degrees.
Since I've been sick I've been having really realistic disturbing dreams about things and people that I know. When I wake up, I'm sweating wondering if I'm still there. It's like post tramatic stress, everyone and anyone from all different places AND TIMES ALL MIXED TOGHTHER IN THE SAME NIGHTMARE!!Ok, all caps again,why....
Well anyway enough of the nonsense,tomarrow will be back to normal and I will be on the road again. Looking forward to that!!!!

Still hanging on....

Strep throat has attacked me again. I have a raging fever and the shake's. S is taking good care of her mommie. Little sis is sick to. the whole world is sick... it's got to be the freakin' rain. Our Holiday is not really a holiday, I went to work only to be sent back home. Come back when your not sick...
Yes, thank you...
Wouldn't be so bad if I didn't so desperatley need the money. After getting the car fixed and paying for that,a little short on rent. Then getting reamed by an asshole who has no clue what planet he's on, then getting sick this week's a wash.
But, as I lay in my bed trying to get warm, I thought, I should try to stay positive, If I let this BS get me down then the negativity of Asshole will have won over. I've been fighting with that demon for years, I will not allow that in my life. I did make a mistake by letting S get to know him a liitle more, because he undermined all the good values I had tried to teach her all her life.Well that time is over. hOPEFULLY i WON'T BE FORCED TO CHANGE MY PHONE NUMBER.
Opps, I didn't realize that was in all caps. Well I'm going to lay back down now, my ears are starting to hurt again.
LOVE you all.....

F@*K, I just lost the whole post....

that I spent the past 20 minutes typing. so i'll come back and try again later because I forgot all the things I wanted to say.SEEEEEE YAAAAAAA

My Car

HHHHEEEELLLLPPPP!!!It is always something. Today as I was leaving work,my car started acting very strange. The engine started to flicker and the lights dimmed. I quickly turned off the air and the car didn't stall,but then the air wouldn't come back on and some other lights came on. I smelled some smell from the car, but I did get to the school to pick up S. Then I drove to the car place, they looked at the car and came up with $1500.00 to fix the air ? It may as well be 100,000 because I don't have the $ to fix it. I asked what would happen if I drove it without air, they said it would eventually cause this and that and cause it to overheat and blow.
Tomarrow luckily I have the day off but I have to figure out what my options are to fix the car.WTF
I'm going to go watch TV to see what happened to New Orleans>

Cat 5, Katrina....

This is one hell of a storm. It was only a catogory 1 when it hit us, but it did alot of damage and lots of flooding. People are still with out power. Luckily my power only when on and off a couple times, but for the most part stayed on. Although the phone service and internet was out for a day or two here at my house.My friend lost her car when 2, twenty foot palms crashed down on top of her car!!! Her power didn't come on until last night and there were trees down everywhere.
I am really concerned for the people that live in the path of this monsterous storm!!! New Orleans!!! They are well below sea level and probably are not prepared. I wonder how all those old, historical buildings will fare. They say the storm surge could be 20 to 30 feet... the man on the news was saying how 2 to 3 foot waves to them were like 7 to 8 foot for us,(based on the 6 feet below sea level they sit)...that the whole town could be underwater. I saw on the news tonight that there was a mandatory evacuation, let's hope all listen to the warning!!!
Well, school's back on tomarrow for S, and the power was just restored at my work, so tomarrow it's ON!!!he-he-he....

Get out the rain coat!!!

Here comes the storm, schools are closed. All public gov offices except police and fire, and no word yet about the REASTURANT(sp) that I work in. Sure, I dont mind spending $10 of the $24 in gas I was able to put into my car(I say "was able", because some gas stations ran out of gas already)to drive over and make no $ and get rained on, just to be sent home at noon... Really I'm not mad, I'm just being sarcastic. Well, I'm going to go get my coffee and head out....keep you updated as events ocurr!! love ya

here comes a hurricane....

Katrina...that's the name of the hurricane...or tropical storm getting ready to turn hurricane. They have also already closed school for the next 2 days... Wonderful. I don't know about work yet because it is closer to the beach. They expect it to hit Thursday night or Friday early AM.It is starting to get windy and dark clouds already... It's all part of living in FLorida.
I have to go to the store and get food, water and whatever. In case the hurricane comes. I'm tired and don't really feel like doing much, but I don't want to wait till the entire town goes and there is no more water. See ya...

Off work today.... yeah baby....

So I only have about 500,000 things to do today But with good timing and Starbucks I should be able to get them all done. I have to get S to the Dr. to get the school physical for the Track team. Then go to Boca for my appt.
Also, yesterday my cars air conditioning and radio went out.... the whole side of the dash on that side will not work....great timing.....absolutley no money and 100 degree weather, but I have to get it fixed now!!!when it rains every afternoon I can't ride around with the windows down!!!! also the CM thing is so not going to happen this month!!!Embarassed as I am about it I'm going to have to call Kathy D. (my upline) and send her her money back and say I can't place the order this mopnth...oh well what cxan you do.... nothing! Well if I'm going to get anything done I better do it now!!!
Later.

TGIF...I'm so done....

Wooooooooooooow , I am so tired,I haven't slept because I went out last night to South Beach and then worked today. I went to Crobar with Yvonne, Rawle and friends from Michagan that I've known for a long time. We had soooo much fun.I haden't been out for a long time, and the moon was full, and the party right. So off I went, with all my work crap in the car. Parked my car at work and rode down with them,they dropped me back off at work, and I got ready & waited till time to go in to work.I almost fell asleep in the car waiting to go in, but the guys on the radio in the morning are so funny I was laughing my ass off!!! It was slow today..Thank God... because I would never have made it if it had been super busy. As it was I made decient $ and got tot leave early.
Also I'm off for the next day or 2 so I figured I could make it...
I have to place a CM order in the next day or so, so in the AM I have to figure out how to do that. Well, I've got a few calls to make and then off to watch a little TV and go to sleep! SEE YA!
Tomarrow I'm going to try to post a photo on here!!

Feeling good

today is another sunny, hot day. I feel good, cheerfull and positive. S is still sick and took alot af meds that are making her feel tired. I'm about to go out to the grocery store and see if i can buy enough grocerys so i don't have to go to the store every day this week. =)
I'm going to work tonight and hopefully will do well. I realized that i have a problem, a shopping addiction. I see a sale, and I almost got ready to go and see what was there, even though i don't have the money for anything but bills for the next week or so.I had to really force myself to think about why I was going and do I really need anything there. The answer was Yes, I need clothes, BUT, I can wear what I have for the next week or so till I pay my bills. Some times I feel like such an idiot because it gives me GREAT pleasure and satisfaction to find sales and purchase things. It could be profatible if I would resale them like I think I will when I buy them, but I never do, I just hoard them as if they are some type of trophy. A positive note to all of this is that i'm actually setting up my Ebay selling account!!!
Last night I went to walmart and got paint to paint my bathroom it was only $10 so I didn't feel bad. It will look wonderful and make me happy.
Also Richard had an idea for me, but I need to talk to my SISTER to see what ideas she has.
This means call me soon.
Now off to the grocery store!!!!

Happy Saturday

Well it's another beautiful sunny day. We are about to go to the pool. Summer is sick with a cough and slight cold, but still wants to get outside, so off we are. I talked to FPL and now have a few more days to come up with the $.
I'm feeling better from the antibiotics the doc gave me wed. but i will have to cancel the other app. I told you about because I will not have the money by then. Oh, well what the fluck. So anyway on to sweeter news, is that yalls dog in the pool? he's so cute.
well, i guess i'm off to the pool before it gets too hot.
Oh yeah this post is directed mostly to BAR!!!

time to go to sleep

see you all tomarrow!